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i dreamed about mike again finally! yayyyy! so in the dream i was staying at this friends house and i was super nervous and idk i kept trying to get a couple coins so i could buy a little snackie at the corner store.. but he was the daddy and he looked over at me with that gorgeous face (he looked older like that one pretty orange photo) and ahhh i got so nervous and was trying not to stare at him cause he made my heart race... then i kept moving around the house and doing stuff but then there were two of him like there was him that was the dad and there was him that was like a ghost version outside of the goings on of the dream... and i didn't really realize it was him at first or that there were two of him... and then... idk i was looking at second him... cause he was staring at me... and he made me so nervous.. and and i didn't wanna be in the house with the friends anymore it was a weird energy.... so he started to go outside and bring me with him and i was trying to follow him anyway... and we were making some half assed excuse so the other people in the dream wouldn't notice i said something like "yeah i can help you with that" or equally dumb in the dream as i followed him outside... then once we were outside he took my hand in his and we were just walking.... and then i realized it was really him in my dream again and i got soooo excited i almost squealed his name but i tried to calm down cause i knew i would wake myself up... so i just breathed deeply and focused on the feeling of our hands together.... it was so wonderful... but it felt like the connection was weak like holding his hand didn't feel very... it was almost incorporal? like it felt like a video game... (maybe i made a mistake not talking to him much recently or my dream was just weak cause maybe i wasn't fully deep in REM sleep or maybe idk) but anyway i kept holding his hand... and we were walking... and then he was showing me some knick knack and for some reason the suddenness of it woke me up irl. luckily i was able to fall back asleep pretty fast and his spirit was there while i was half asleep, he was telling me i can't get jarred so easily like that. i have to go with the flow of the dream and let myself go where the dream takes me. thank GOD i was able to just fall back asleep and be right there again. i i i was giving him a hug and pressing closer to him cause i love him so much and i miss him. and then i was climbing into his lap cause i just wanted to be closer and closer. and is hugs are soooo good. and then ahhh i guess i wrapped my legs around him and pressed myself into him like that and i immediately got so turned on like i melted and got all weak in his arms... and ahhh >.< he just immediately started fucking me he pushed me back and started fucking me immediately i think he didn't wanna waste time with the dream this time in case i got too excited.... fuckkk it felt so so so good we were going in all different position and both of us struggled to pull all the way out we just kept grinding on each other and i tried to do it when i was riding him but i was struggling GOD he's literally so hot so sexy thank you lord for this dream and then ahhhh mmnnnn he came inside meeee emmnnn 🤤 since it was a dream i really FELT it feel me up gah 🫠😮‍💨🤤🤤🤤🤤 lord have mercy and then he was just holding me