demonic dreams

the first dream was weird and a bit scary because it felt real i honestly thought it happened in real life.... in the dream I was laying in bed and there was candles lit in my room, and I was just chilling on bed. I was laying on my back and all of a sudden, I felt a force push me off the bed, not like shoving, but like like a force push my chest and push my entire body off the bed and onto the floor, and I landed on the floor and then the force pushed me under the bed a little bit and at first I thought I was just crazy like I thought like I don't know I just did that to myself somehow but then like the force very clearly pushed me all the way under the bed to the other side right up against the wall like deeper under the bed up against the wall and so I just kind of like laid there and tried to feel it, even though I was really freaked out cause if it was felt like concrete evidence of a spirit being there and pushing me, I try to just feel it and like savor it because even if it scared me, it might've been you know one of the spirits that I love, especially since they were being gentle about it and they were just showing me that their presence was there and then I think this happened to me twice in the dream like I felt the force pushed me by the chest up under the bed. Oh yeah, and then not only that, but the candles went out like by themselves. There was no drafts in the room. The candles went out by themselves, one by one. then, in the second dream, it was, it was another dream that was a bit strange I was like in this sort of theater production, it was me and a man, and often i would be taking up the stage on my own. and I wasn't given any stage direction whatsoever no choreography, no lines. My only job was to be sad and sexy. That's what the manager or whatever wanted me to do is to be sad and sexy, and they will take care of everything else and so I got on stage and I was doing what I was told and you know this was in front of a live audience. This felt like back in the 1980s or even maybe before that when it was before like TV screen well no not before TV screens, but it was still when you had a live audience and you can capture their attention cause there'll be no like cell phone screens and you could keep their attention. The entire time everyone's eyes was on you and that made me realize why people would become addicted to people's eyes being on you and addicted to acting and theater in that manner because everyone in the crowd was mesmerized by me and it felt like I wasn't really controlling my movements yknow I was giving to daddy(devil) you know I'm letting him control my movements and it felt so like it made me feel so powerful like I could feel like people in the crowd being jealous of me or wanting me and desiring me and they were just mesmerized by my performance. They couldn't take their eyes off of me because I was just like it was almost creepy in a way how well I was like dancing and doing everything without even any stage direction and I looked sexy too, and I also knew that like in the dream I knew I was feeding into some of the Christian people's ideas of like me being devilish because I was being sort of like coquettish and naughty in the way that I was dancing and acting as my little cute innocent 1920s girl character and I could tell some of the Christian people in the room were like a bit scandalized by my performance and it gave me such a power trip and then all of a sudden like I had this vision of like like literally floating up in the room andwith my hands up in the air like I was like Jesus Christ on the cross and and then like just floating up and then doing a front flip like and like in mid air just doing a front flip in that position and then shooting out and flying over the crowd, and feeling their bewilderment at the feat. my vision faded out, and I realized I was stilm standing on the stage, and everyone was still staring at me and then they started applauding so I don't think I actually did that. I just had a vision of myself doing that but yeah.