Ending Life and Dance

I was dating a boy that I wasn’t supposed to be with. Looking back, I’m wondering if he was a ghost. My mom was upset with me for the whole situation, but the ghost told me that I had to end my life and the lives of those around me. For some reason, I knew I had to do it even though I didn’t want to. I was with my family and family friends in this hotel. In order to end things, I was told to squish items in my hands and scratch at them. When I did, they turned into black dust. I began to do this with everything. No one could tell I was doing it, but things would disappear. Soon, I had to do it to the family cat. I woke up from this part of the dream to pee, and I had tears on my face. The second part of the dream took place at a dance studio near my school that my dance club was given access to. My friend SH came to help decorate and spice it up. It was decorated with a lot of Catholic decorations and pictures of Jesus, which i didn’t really like and began to remove. The floors were really slippery, and I was able to kind of ice skate along the floor in my socks. It was fun.