sorry christian girl i'd probably make up with you IRL you seemed cool

5/8/2025|By lileryn

okay so i don't remember the first one i think my parents got sent down cool jewelry from norway and i had that thing happen again where i was driving home from school but the POV was super far away so it was hard to control the vehicle. anyway in the next dream i was at school again and before i went to the bus i stopped at the is christian pictionary club lol. and they were drawing christian stuff. and this girl came up and looked at my username and realized i hadn't been "approved" to join yet. so i was like oh im sorry i'll leave even tho i was having fun. and then she was like no it's okay actually haha and i was like well im play one round then and leave, trying to be polite. even tho i didnt really like the christian theme i liked pictionary so k tried to think of something clever like eerie light peeking through a hurricane. (oh by the way my username was something about jerry from alice in chains lol) but there was like a two word limit in the prompt space so i couldn't do it and i was struggle to backspace with the big bulky buttons. and i was like "damn this is kinda hard to do" and the girl was still standing next to me and she laughed and said yeah even tho i was worried i said damn in front of her. then she suggested something for me, it was some random christian movie name i'd never heard of but i was like, "oh yeah sure let's do that" and so i typed it in just in the nick of time. then i went to the back of the room and i guess she went with me. and instead of pictionary now it was like playing a trailer of the movie she suggested and people had to guess it. and she was talking to me and stuff i guess she was lonely cause i didn't figure a christian girl would want to talk with an outsider. and she seemed cool even tho maybe a bit tense, and you know hyper religious, she was wearing reel big fish and camouflage clothing and stuff it looked like from her dad. i felt a bit bad for her cause i knew those types of country christian dads could be pretty overbearing. anyway we were just chilling and then i was like alright ima leave now and i saw another friend in there i had only met once and i was like oh hey what's up it's you. and i said hi to him as i walked out. then as i was leaving i was like damn there's hella snacks i'm gonna steal a bunch. so i did, i got a bunch of snacks. but for some reason all the wrappers disappeared and they all started turning to mush in my backpack... so got caught as i was leaving the school grounds. and for some reason this got me i. a lot of trouble lol with the christian group like something about Adam and the foundation of the group and they were all upset i was an outsider i dont know lol. all i remember was the christian girl looking super betrayed and upset. then we had a fight the next day at school and we were arguing and it turned into a. religious argument and ngl i was pretty heated. she was mad at my religious "lack of morality" or something like i needed to live up to her christian ethical code. and i was like why the hell are you trying to stick yourself to this rigid rules. why are you forcing yourself to do something that clearly seems to mess up your HEART. and i pointed at her heart like i dunno i just felt like she was so lonely all the time and so shy because of what her dad had taught her she wasn't allowed to do anything or talk to anybody and she should always be hard on herself for one reason or another. i felt like she was afraid to truly express herself, but she craved acceptance and community. and i yelled that at her and pushed her away and we started to physically fight a little but then the teachers came and i was like fuck this it's not worth it. i was pretty heated and passionate about it cause she was defending it when she clearly seemed like she wasn't fully happy anyway. but anyway then i was going to go to the bus to take us home later that day (even in my dreams the school bus's are always late i feel very sad about that knowing what our city is doing to our bus drivers and the pressure it is putting our bus drivers in) i was waiting for our bus and i knew it was the "16" one for some reason haha but anyway. i went to go wait and then i accidentally fell over this cliff into a ditch full of water but luckily i started sliding down the side instead of just flat slamming into the shore. and that girl i fought with was sitting with her group waiting for her bus there and it was kind of awkward but we were all joking about how i fell in and it was lighthearted and i was eating some snacks. then i realized my bus arrived (we were having to substitute a city bus for a real school bus) and i ran over to it, i was struggling to get in the door for some reason i kept falling over. and i waved at the bus driver not to leave. and he laughed and pretended he would but was like come on quit falling h over like that lol. and i finally made my way inside and i was pleasantly surprised to see a CPR table and other safety functions inside the bus. and i went to go sit down as the bus driver made some lighthearted joke that made me laugh really hard. and that one girl was in the bus again and even though we fought really she it kind of seemed like she wished i would come sit with her again. but i didn't really know wether i should or how to handle it so i sat behind her again. (there was only like 6 seats) and then the bus driver seemed like he was gonna play "funhouse" by pink on his phone but he needed one of us to do it so he could use his phone to drive.

sorry christian girl i'd probably make up with you IRL you seemed cool - Dream Journal Ultimate