weird

first dream: me and my family were living like little house on the prairie basically living off the land with barely any shelter. we were in the south so we were able to survive the winter living outside with very minimal shelter, only a couple days of the winter did we live in shack that father built. then one day we caught a train, we just jumped on the train (as it was moving) and we all went were it went. we ended up in a much more beautiful place with meadows and tons of flowers. we assumed it was missouri. or i think someone told us. there was much more settlements there and it was even more sophisticated. because those people couldn't just live outside they needed to build houses to survive. i started to become worried because i knew my parents didn't realize we were not gonna be able to live outside once winter came. then as we were looking around trying to find someone to help give us direction, we found an irishman. he had tan skin and green eyes. after awhile it was just me and him. we were talking and i told him my worries about my family. i liked him. but eventually somehow he told me. "it's funny your cat led you all here." and i was like what? and he said "i am your brother." i was so surprised. i was like what do you mean. he explained that my mother was also his mother, we just had different fathers. i was baffled that fate would lead me back to him. i also felt slightly naughty for having a crush on him. mmmm. then the dream changed and i was in this acting challenge. at first we would pretend to take pictures of lil peep looking all purple. then we would all choose a color, and then choose a random scenario and we would begin acting it out improv. i was the color orange or green, i think green, i don't remember. then the dream changed again and j was on a school bus in a long ride through the country with the other cast members of hamilton. (not for real just like a 6th grade version with other kids) it was super cool cause as we were being driven home there was decorations for each character everywhere and i was going through and reading them. one character who seemed to be a mix of john adam's and king george, his wife would send him all sorts of sweet sentimental things. or maybe she was sending that because she knew the man she was secretly having an affair with would see them. anyway then the dream changed and me and one of the other girls playing theodosia or something. she was very tiny. we were running through the woods. with our cute tiny umbrellas and fancy dresses. then all of a sudden the wind started to pick up. she yelled for help as her umbrella had her caught on a wind gust. i ran over to help free her. we realized there was tornados forming. we were trying to run from the tornados because they were manevolant. we headed for the forest instead of the house because the house was surrounded by them. then one tornado started to chase us so i told her to hug onto a tree cause we hadn't found a ditch yet. but then the tornado ripped her and the tree away. i went to go find her, luckily she was unhurt. then we went and hid behind a more giant tree while the tornado made dark evil chuckles at us. like a predator playing with his food. he was just behind the big dark oak and knew we were there, but he was teasing us for some reason. also in another dream, i think before these other ones, i was in this school type place but i was annoyed because they were taking away all our phones. i tried to go outside to get away but they took our phones away one by one as we passed out the door. i started to panic when one of the staff members informed me we would never get our phones back because they were gonna use them to pay their own salaries. i ran around in a scarcely breathing panic trying to get help from the other people and staff members but they scarcely seemed to care. i finally was able to grab a hold of my phone somehow by sneaking, and then i was able to scale and jump two fences that had barbed wire on top. the alarm sounded and they started looking for me. i was running across the side of the highway in my summer dress, trying to get away fast and find a hiding space. i managed to find one behind some tires but they were too close on my tail. i had to keep going. (at some point at this point i became lucid. i remembered in the dream i needed to not surrender to the narrative even if i felt scared or in danger. i had to sit down and meditate and focus on finding mike. remind myself that the dream wasn't real and it doesn't control me. but the dream narrative was too compelling and i was too scared! what a shame! lo and behold, as soon as i gave into it i forgot i was dreaming.) i went into this house because i suddenly had friends there who would back me up. "this is private property!" we all yelled to the abductors. "we'll call the cops!" this didn't seem to deter them. there was a lot more but i don't seem to remember the rest. a lot of my dreams had an old vintage feel to them