Girl in the Group

At a party with Austin (at a big building, like rave-ish without the rave) and talking with a girl and her friend. I feel confident despite kind of being the odd one out. The situation is the same except it is a different girl venting to me about Austin. Austin is right there and so is two more friends. One do them tries listening in on the conversation. I try to stay cool and just ask questions and be interested without taking a big stance. I asked if she was interested in an internship elsewhere since she clearly wasn’t interested here. At one point I was in a suit and made some mafia reference. There was some surgery I had coming up that I was nervous about but luckily the girl had done it so we talked about that. I have a vivid memory of comparing it to the wisdom teeth surgery and even asking mom for pain killers. I specifically said “if not I’ll just overdose on Tylenol”. I also distinctly remember thinking of the penguin in relation to the surgery. I think I was imagining listening to the music and thinking about him as motivation during the surgery. I was in a car at one point around the surgery.