Business Trip

My business capstone was going to be taking a trip to support future female business leaders. My female friends in my class were urging me to go. I wanted to, but I knew my body didn’t feel up to travel (due to some things that happened to me in real life). In the dream, I also just felt exhausted, and I had a headache. I didn’t feel like I could go anywhere. But my friends didn’t understand this, and they were acting somewhat judgemental towards me. They kept asking why I wasn’t going on the trip. I was getting stressed because I didn’t know how to tell my professor that I wasn’t going. For some reason, in the dream, he was much more intimidating than he is in real life. I wanted to just pretend I forgot about the whole thing and not say anything. Before the trip, my friends from class were having a house party. I was walking around the house on the second floor. It was a nice sorority townhouse with a wooden staircase. The staircase had nice railings that were curly. Everything looked kind of new but messy in a collage way. You could tell my friends lived there because their stuff was about. I didn’t really know anyone there, and I felt a little awkward. I was just looking around. Suddenly, this guy came up to me. He was black, tall, and lean. His hair was short. He looked nice, but I had no idea who he was. He was smiling at me and talking to me, somewhat flirting. I was just being polite. Soon, he was straddling my waist and laying me down on a table. I still felt exhausted, and I didn’t have the energy to fight against what he was doing. I wasn’t sure if I wanted to fight him, anyway. He started grinding against me, and he held my wrists above my head. I was definitely aroused, but the feeling was coming and going. Eventually, he stopped, and I just kind of stayed laying down. I think I eventually went out onto this balcony to see my friends off for the trip. They were in business casual dresses.