Work trip overseas skipped 5/29/2026

I was working back at CBI again. Except Janet is the SVP but Perry is also still there. I got everyone situated with tickets and at the last minute, I bailed. I didn’t tell anyone directly who was on the flight. Perry was in the customs line, I tried to sneak under a plexi glass barrier to escape but he saw, we both pretended not to see eachother but I saw him come under the plexiglass and get stuck. I helped him out. He was kind and friendly. We went though customs together and then I snuck away. I knew he was nice enough so as to sit next to me on the plane to Europe and I bailed. Knowing he’d be sitting alone on a fuckin transcontinental flight like an asshole. I felt bad but also my social awkwardness justified it in someway in the dream that was still uncool as fuck irl. Thankfully it didn’t happen. But kinda feels like it did. I still felt outside-y and like a hack because I never checked my luggage so it wld be known that I didn’t miss the flight making sure the vips were taken care of first. Feels yucky. Work up 6:36am 5/29/2026