Partner died, an explosion, and more…

Something about using a microwave and it exploded so me and my partner tried to jump back But then it exploded on us And we jumped back and my partner tried to block me so I was safe I think? Some other disturbing part about my dad. Then another part where we had an apartment Then I left my gf with their relatives (At this house that looked like my grandmas) Or maybe I was at the house that looked like my grandmas house? and I went somewhere with my mom But then I got a call from their middle older brother that they died I started crying and telling him to call an ambulance right now Their aunt said something like she better call everybody And u was thinking if they didn’t get the ambulance there quick enough she’d have brain damage And basically not acknowledging it Because I couldn’t I needed it to be fixed I needed her to be alive And then I woke up Agh.