not so much a dream as an attack

well dudes, I sleep with a boy at night. this boy is my boyfriend. he’s used to my night antics (typically minor stuff; sleep talking, pulling covers, rolling around). last night, I apparently tried to kill him. this is all from his perspective: I sat up in bed, looked side to side. and then I took a pillow and shoved it in his face. Seriously, wtf. I asked him if he was snoring or something to make this make sense, but he said he wasn’t. I have no recollection of this and I don’t even remember reaching over to him. I laughed about it but what the fuck, me??