also

also last night i became momentarily lucid for the first time in awhile (months) i did immediately try to forgot what i was doing and think about/call for mike as well as ground myself by touching things. a black cat appeared and i crawled around chasing it. it was so nice realizing i was lucid in the dream! i was like shit i haven't been lucid in awhile. i tried to meditate and call out for mike but also touch the ground and ground myself. whenever you're lucid in a dream part of you wonders if it's even a dream cause it feels so real like you're awake. this guy walked up to me all angry and tried to shoot me but i just floated up in the air and hissed at him, unafraid. he emptied his handgun but the bullets did not affect me so he ran away. then the major distraction: two really cute guys (almost meeting the mark of my tall long hair grungey rockstar type) that i had noticed and almost wanted to follow earlier in the dream (but had lost) were suddenly walking right up to me and were into me. i was blushing so shy i didn't think they would be into me one of them was more confident than the other, (the dirty blonde over the brunette) and walked right up to claim me, saying he knew i would be more into him anyway. he was all dry grinding against me and getting frisky and my heart started racing. of course that woke me up immediately.