Trippy Life and Attack on Titan Experience (spoilers)

If you wake up about four hours early and then attempt to go back to sleep, you’ll have some WILD, vivid dreams. For me, these dreams feel so vivid that I’m in a daze for the rest of the day and I’m not sure what’s real. I can’t focus at all, the day is practically wasted. That’s what happened this morning. The dream began with me on a turned over, black kayak out at sea. I was sitting on it, upright, with a leg on each side (as if I was horseback riding). It didn’t necessarily seem like it was going to storm, but the sky was very cloudy and it was somewhat dark. Two tour boats full of people were around me, and I knew I came from one of them. Suddenly, three Orcas jumped over my kayak and into the water beside me. I could see their masses floating nearby. As much as I love the ocean, I didn’t love being on my own like that. I tried to get closer to one of the tour boats, but I didn’t have a paddle. When I looked up in the sky, I was an enormous humpback whale that looked like it was made of clouds. It was swimming through the sky. That’s when I noticed an enormous boat was heading our way. I made it to one of the tour boats, but it was empty. I ran to the helm and grabbed the wheel. Suddenly, the tour boat had turned into my car as I tried to get away from the big boat. The ocean began to turn into a small, old-fashioned, European looking town with very narrow streets. I was face-to-face with the big boat, but it was being hoisted from the town’s streets to the ocean. Still, I had to drive away to be out of the way. It was at this point when I became somewhat lucid. My heart was beating so fast as I tried to get away from this boat. I was afraid it would plow me down while I was inside my car. But, I suddenly thought, “I can just fly away! I’m dreaming!” I stood up in the car and kicked through the roof, flying into the open air. However, I didn’t seem to be making much height even as I tried to swim through the air. Everything around me started to become a bit fuzzy and cloud-like, as if I was back out at sea, but this time it was taking on a golden hue. I knew I was waking up. It was the strangest sensation, but even though I was dreaming, I could feel my real body twitching and my fingers moving. I woke up and checked my phone, seeing I’d only been asleep for about 20 minutes, but then I went back to sleep. Automatically, I was back in the same town I was in previously. However, the plot had ~thickened~. People in the town had seen me fly, and now they were looking for me. I was hiding out in the top floor of this very creepy inn. It was very run-down and old, made of stone that seemed to be crumbling. It was shaped like a small tower, so the top floor was very tiny because the tower got thinner as you climbed the spiral staircase to get up. I was really unhappy and lost, and the lady who ran the inn was just as creepy as her inn. She was old and dirty, with wild hair. She didn’t care about me, she only cared that I paid her for my trouble. Another family moved into the room below me. They were loud and obnoxious. However, they had two sons, one who was in his late 20s and one who was closer to my age (early 20s). The one closer to my age was kind of cute, with brown hair. He wore suspenders and boots with a white button-up shirt (it still seemed like I was in the 1800s or something). He tried to talk to me and ask me what was wrong, but I kept to myself. I thought it was time for me to leave since he knew I was there. I was just so scared. I remember looking at my room one last time, which was basically a barren floor made of wood with a tiny stone window and a singular table with a carton of Almond Milk. I looked out the window. I could see a town square. The street was cobblestone, and there was a fountain in the middle where children played. This is when everything sort of changed completely. Everything was taking place in the same town, but it was from the perspective of the Attack on Titan characters. It was like I was watching the series. The town looked real, but the characters were animated, and I would switch between what was happening to different characters. Reiner and Bertholdt were in the town square, and they were freaking out because they had lost Eren after kidnapping him and revealing themselves as the Colossal and Armored titans. Reiner was on the ground with his head in his hands. The scene changed to show Eren walking around, trying to find a way back to his friends. However, these two men found him who had seen him transform into a Titan. They were not good people, and they knocked Eren unconscious. He woke up strapped to a chair, and the men began to make incisions in him to see how fast he could regenerate. They cut deeper as they went. At one point, his entire stomach seemed to be bleeding out. Eren was crying and screaming. This is when I woke up again, but it was a slow process. Even though I stopped dreaming, I could hear the sounds of knives being sliced together and chopping things. I finally opened my eyes, and the sounds stopped. When I went back to sleep, I was seeing the Attack on Titan Tik Toker, Sarah, searching for the episode where this all took place. Apparently, it was Season Two Episode Two. The dream went back to the scene we ended from. I was watching the Scouts try to find Eren. For whatever reason, Levi was wearing a blue basketball uniform (nonetheless he looked absolutely FLAWLESS in it). Sasha was looking around on the rooftops, and she had a flashback sequence to when she lived in the very same town. However, the girls had all bullied her for being different. The other girls would wear frilly dresses and makeup. When Sasha tried to fit in, she overheard them talking about her behind her back. Connie tried to make Sasha feel better when she was feeling down. Eventually, Hange found Eren with the two men, and Levi and Hange beat them up to save Eren, who was traumatized. The dream changed. In my mind, the episode had ended. I had visions of me trying to find it again on YouTube, because I kept wondering how I missed it when I watched AOT previously. Eventually, I gave up looking, and I began to clean the tower I was in before. Now, it was my house. The lady who owned it was gone, and it was empty. I found strange candy bar wrappers throughout the tower, which didn’t make sense. When I woke up, I was under the impression that I actually did clean my house, and I had to reason with myself that it was still on my to-do list. I also had to reason with myself that the AOT story didn’t happen the way I dreamed it.