weird

in the dream i was a kid and being drugged up heavily by multiple drugs so that the 4 adults could eat me. they seemed deranged. smiling so big because they believed that this would somehow bring me and them to heaven. and that i was some holy thing. but it wasn't it was just fucked up. and i kept trying to run away from this. also oddly enough i saw mister wood in the dream again 🥰 he wasn't part of all the fucked up shit... he was in the bed with me because he wanted to visit me. (i wasn't lucid at all, but) for some reason it just suddenly hit me that he was right next to me and i need to appreciate his presence because he's literally so special he's sooo soo special and rare and beautiful. i nuzzled in to kiss his neck lightly. he seemed to shiver in pleasure. then we kissed. he kissed me how i like, all chaste and not any tongue at first. taking it slow. little chaste kisses. then he slipped his tongue in just slightly and it send a wave of intense heat through both of us. mmmmn it was so good. we both got frisky. he seemed more timid but excited here. timid in that, he was nervous to treat me the right way, very caring and considerate. then i pulled him up on top of me cause i wanted to dry grind against him and mmmm it felt sooo good another wave of heat! but then something else in the dream distracted me 🤦‍♀️