lo siento mucho

por no recordar a escribir mis sueños últimamente i remember dreaming something really cool in the first dream... but i forgot it. because i woke up. in the second dream, i was swimming on this beach with a big group of friends/family. i had to help one of the tiny little brothers swim cause he was so excited to swim out with everyone else to meet me in the deep end, but he couldn't actually swim that well even though he was trying hard all on his own. so i carried him through the water with one hand, cause he was so small. he didn't say anything; but he seemed pretty grateful. i don't want my little brother to be silly and drown! hehehe then i was swimming back out again, someone asked me if i could dive under so i did. and i was diving down deep. then i reached a sort of cliff edge under the water. i wanted to swim deeper, but it was all a slippery metal from that point onward instead of real sand, and it had a steep decline. i had the feeling if i tried to dive down it, it would be harder to get back up; because the bottom was so slippery and you couldn't kick off of it. so i sat on the edge and was chilling. for some reason i could hold my breath for a really long time, so i was just chilling down there. i was even breathing a little underwater. then these other girls swam next to me and we were all agreeing about how it looked too scary to keep going, and the girl next to me was like no don't dive down there! hehe then i saw a fish and i pointed it out to her i was like ohhh my godddd look at that absolute unit! :0 come here fishy!! i called out to him and then he turned away and swam away all annoyed at me. we both laughed about it. then this giant fish game and swam right up to us. for some reason in the dream there was a such thing as "peacock fishes" that look exactly like peacocks with the large beautiful tails but they were fishies. and it came right up to us and then started smacking one of the girls next to be in the face and in the chest with its tail. it was under the water so it was really light; and we were all laughing about it how the fish was teasing her.