m o sleepy

i don't remember most dreams cause certain someone's kept waking me up all night but james spader from secretary was doing like a sort of trivia type game with me and a bunch of people and he asked "what did lee holloway teach edward grey about himself in the movie secretary?" and i got excited cause i seemed to be the only ones who even knew who those names are and plus i fucking love that movie. at first i quoted the movie and said "to be able to experience pain just as deeply pleasure and experience life more fully" and then i laughed and stopped myself real fast and said wait hold on that's what lee learns not grey. and then i excitedly and pleasurably stuttered out how she taught him to be a "dominant" the. without missing a beat, with his nonchalant face, he expectantly ordered the group to do a 15 min character critique of lee holloway. and of course i stepped up. i blinked and furrowed my brow, a bit confused on how exactly i would begin "critiquing" her. she's easier to study than to critique. but then figured i would just dive in and yap about her for 15 mins.