caught drinking

I went to meet amy and nikita for a sesh. i got in some random car and they got annoyed at me for getting in. i jumped out and got my dad to drop me off at this house. as i arrived i saw amy leaving. i went in the house and dad started trying to talk to the parents in the house, he was just being a difficult person. then i went upstairs and saw maddie this guy. me and amy sat on the floor and we were all talking about how we couldn’t pick this guy up. then we were talking about how no one here is 6 foot tall. i was trying to call nikita on snapchat but she didn’t answer. the next day i realised i had blocked nikita and that’s why i couldn’t call her. then my dad started speaking to me (this is at mums house) and he knows i was drunk. He was telling me to do something (i think it was to let him read my texts) and i was like “no. why? who do you think you are?” and then he started being nice. maddie came in and started asking me about a book i wanted to write when i was drunk. she was really concerned coz she thinks i’m depressed. apparently i wanted to write a book about how nothing matters and how life has no meaning.